If tears rained down from the heavens to cleanse the parts of my life that will be eternally unclean.
What if the sun came out to rejoice in my joys and successes, but then retreated when the dark sadness that owns me came lurking back.
What if the clouds came to blanket my heart like a soft pillow.
What if the stars sparkled in attempt to make me smile.
What if the night got quiet to gift me with silence so maybe I could silence my soul's cry to mean something.
If all this was the case...would I notice? Would I care? Would I feel better?
The thunder roars and the lightning cracks like the battle sounds in my head...I wish to be struck down and rendered speechless.
I don't want to think anymore. I want to be numb...I want feeling to leave my body.
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